A happy moment. Just a small part of MY joy.
My advice to you...Let realization hit you...don't stop it or ignore it. When the truth of your life hits you (ugly or beautiful)...You can finally deal with it and get to a happier place or soak up the moments of happiness you are given.
Please take a moment to let the beautiful disaster of life hit you like a Mack truck.
Love to all in this holiday season.